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Gatau nih tiba-tiba lagi pengen nulis aja ditengah malem gini. Plus udah lama juga kan ga nulis di blog, walaupun gaada yg baca juga sih tapi ya gapapa. Diriku dimasa depan akan dengan sangat senang hati membaca tulisanku dimasa lalu haha.

Oke stop basa-basi gais, lanjut aja. Aku dulu mikir, pengen banget yang namanya punya pacar, punya seseorang yang selalu bisa support kita, selalu bisa diandalkan, ada yang dikabarin dan ada yang ngabarin kita.

Jujur. Aku udah bertahun-tahun sendiri, bahkan bisa dibilang dari lahir sih kayaknya. Dan dari tahun ke tahun, aku tuh selalu pengen ya Allah punya pacar plis. Tapi ditahun 2020 ini, aku kembali mikir "Buat apa sih pacaran?" Terlepas dari agama ya, menurut aku pacaran jg ga menjamin hidup kalian bahagia kan? Selagi punya temen dan keluarga, ini tuh udah cukup banget.

Selain itu, aku punya beberapa temen yang pacaran, dan mereka ga bebas gengs. Ga bebas berteman sama siapa aja, ga bebas kemana-mana, ga bebas ngapa ngapain. Kalo ga ngabarin sehari aja, pasti berantem. Kalo ini, berantem. Kalo itu berantem. Huh ribet ga sih.

By the way, aku ini tipe anak yg extrovert pake banget. Jd aku tuh gabisa yang namanya sendirian, rasanya kayak aneh gitu, garing, awkward, kayak "males ah sendirian." Wkwk lebay sih, manja sih, tapi yaa itu aku, a very extrovert girl. Makanya ga heran kan, kalo misalnya aku pengen banget pacaran (dulunya). Tapi makin kesini, di umur yang baru nginjek 19 tahun ini (hiyaaa), aku mikir kalo aku punya pacar dan aku dikekang, dibatasin, pasti aku bakalan bareng pacar aku terus, dan aku gabisa bersosialisasi lagi, yg mana aku akan jadi kuper. Kalian gabisa ngebatesin orang yg extrovert gais, seengganya aku sendiri. Aku paling ga suka kalo dilarang-larang kenalan sama siapa aja.

Temen aku sejauh ini banyak juga sih. Mulai dari sekolah sampe kuliah pun juga banyak yang care sama aku. Kalo aku perlu bantuan, selalu ada yang bersedia nolongin. The best lah.

Jadi gais intinya, aku cuma mau curhat aja. Kalo makin dewasa, aku makin ngerti bahwa hidup bukan hanya tentang pacaran hehe. Yg penting bahagia, fokus aja dulu kuliah nya, kan mau jadi dokter hewan yang baik :)

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