Do you ever feel when you are in a bottom from everyone else? Yeah, i felt that once or twice (or even thrice well i don't know). All you could do is just be quite all the time a.k.a you don't know what to do. I've been through all of that honey. Maybe my problem is more simple than yours, but here's a thing. We have kinda same problem right? Feeling insecure! Well, listen to me carefully! All you have to do is be thankful. That's all. Nothing else. With feeling thankful in yourself, you'll feel enough for all you already have right now. Believe me, God is gave you the best, and he knows you more than you know yourself. With that, you'll no longer feeling insecure again. Trust me, it works! Now go outside, and be free again! Say hello to this damn world, give your best smile!