Hi guys, how are you? I don't know what to say, but i feel like, i have to starting to write again publicly after several years being silent. I'm not that kind of silent, don't worry, i still have my freedom of speech and i am in condition where i capable to speak on behalf of myself. First things first, i just wanted to say to my previous version of myself, to my younger self, that right now in 2025, finally you'll be able to be what you want to be. Maybe this time is not good enough for me, i still looking for any opportunity to become a better person, more success, more money, more skill, more knowledge, and many more. But you have to know that maybe half of your prayer, is me right now. At least i have a nice job, nice salary, bad & good co-worker, nice place to live, family, boyfriend that i love so much. To my younger self, do you know that right now we finally have a boyfriend for almost 5 years together and of course we planning to take a more serious step?...
Gatau nih tiba-tiba lagi pengen nulis aja ditengah malem gini. Plus udah lama juga kan ga nulis di blog, walaupun gaada yg baca juga sih tapi ya gapapa. Diriku dimasa depan akan dengan sangat senang hati membaca tulisanku dimasa lalu haha. Oke stop basa-basi gais, lanjut aja. Aku dulu mikir, pengen banget yang namanya punya pacar, punya seseorang yang selalu bisa support kita, selalu bisa diandalkan, ada yang dikabarin dan ada yang ngabarin kita. Jujur. Aku udah bertahun-tahun sendiri, bahkan bisa dibilang dari lahir sih kayaknya. Dan dari tahun ke tahun, aku tuh selalu pengen ya Allah punya pacar plis. Tapi ditahun 2020 ini, aku kembali mikir "Buat apa sih pacaran?" Terlepas dari agama ya, menurut aku pacaran jg ga menjamin hidup kalian bahagia kan? Selagi punya temen dan keluarga, ini tuh udah cukup banget. Selain itu, aku punya beberapa temen yang pacaran, dan mereka ga bebas gengs. Ga bebas berteman sama siapa aja, ga bebas kemana-mana, ga bebas ngapa ngapain. Kalo g...